Thoughts beyond the words

by Eli Sigelman

Brightest moments in my life
are the shadows of your laugh
and the shadows of your laughs
are my thoughts beyond  the words.

In an empty room a troll
changes pictures on the wall
and my letters in the sand,
and my wish upon a star.

When embraced by deepest sea
Under weight of passing years
In the honest try to judge
I remember all my bribes.

Bribes in morning after lies
Bribes by compromising ties
Bribes with kiss, which freezes ice
I remember as your smile.

Only you could smile this way
Imitating song of songs
The beginning of the choir
And the multitude of scores.

But I lost that all at once.
What suppose me to do?

Ask forgiveness from the sky
Place excuses on the line,
Sign court papers for divorce,
Run away – what can be worse?

All the answer went through drain
No “walking in the rain”.
Where can I find the truth
That will give me any clues?